A few changes + future plans
The past six months have been a time of deep reflection and soul searching. One of my goals for 2018 was to live life with more intention. I wanted to practice intentional eating, spending money and overall life in general. I spent much of the time contemplating what was most important to me in my life and where I see myself in the future.
The most important thing in my life is my family. Much of 2017 was spent worrying about and planning my business that I felt as though I wasn't present enough with my girls. Starting a business was harder than I had anticipated. I became so entangled in trying to make money and grow my business that it became more stressful and less about my clients or customers. It wasn't fun anymore.
I decided I wanted extra money to take our family on vacations, pay off debt, save for retirement and live without constant financial worry. In April, I decided I was ready to go back to work full time and let someone else worry about paying the bills. The moment that I made that decision, I felt as though a ton of bricks had been lifted off my back. I felt free.
At times I felt like a failure by giving up what I had worked so hard to create or maybe I wasn't living my life's purpose. I now realize that I am not giving up anything and I may just be making it better and ultimately, my only purpose in life is to be happy. I am still going to write and share things I am learning about living a healthier life. I am still going to be a distributor with Young Living and share about incorporating them into your life. Except now, I am doing it all for fun and without any expectations! I will be writing more blog posts on our family and our home. We have been working on our home and I want to share progress since moving in last July. I am currently in the process of updating my website so you will see more changes coming.
So, I let go of all the doubt and idea of what I should be doing. I continue to trust the Universe that I am right where I am supposed to be.
Love + Light,